Dont give up, you are loved

You Are Loved (Don’t Give Up)

Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
When your heart’s heavy I
I will lift it for youDon’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you I
I will break it for youEverybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up

Because you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt that you hide
When you’re lost inside I
I’ll be there to find you

Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you I
I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you

Everybody needs to be loved
Don’t give up

Because…you are loved

Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world

Don’t give up
Everyone needs to be loved

You are loved

Add a comment July 21, 2007

Everybody wants to be understood

Wow, so it has been sometime since my fingers led me to wonderful place i call….my blog. I have been very busy lately. So busy, that I have had no time for anyone, not even myself.  Im in yet another tough spot in my life right now. Worse then before even. Nothing is where I want it to be. I just have to remember to stay positive, and that it will get better. I know it will. It will take a long long time, and even though I cry myself to sleep, I just have to keep telling myself…..dont give up, because you are loved. I am, I am loved. I have wonderful parents that love me, and I am so thankful for that. I know that God loves me.  I am crying now. Pretty soon, I will have nothing left for my tears.  I just, cant wait until the weight of this world is off of my shoulders. I carry everything with me everyday. My problems, my roomates problems, my parents problems. Everything.  I feel so much better now that I have moved out with my best friend….or at least I should feel much better. But its almost not worth it. I would almost rather live with my parents again, at least there, I would have people that would want to be around me, and want to do something. I never see him, and when I do, we fight, really fight, all the time.  I work 70+ hours a week, for him and I. He works…around 12-15 hrs a week. It frustrates me so much, that he has things so easy, if he needs money, he can get it with out even trying. Me…..I have to get the 2nd job, and work my ass off, so that way I can pay bills. And then I come home late at night, and no one is home….and yet again, I am alone. He is out having fun with the friends that I used to have, that never talk to me anymore, and none of them ever ask me to do anything with them, even in the times when I am not working.  He wants me to give my dog to my mom when she moves away….but I feel that he is all I have, and I take good care of him. I bring him to my moms on my double shift days, so he is not alone.  And I know he loves me….and I need that right now….to feel loved. Sometimes, I feel like, my life will be like this forever….but I just have to remember that this will end. One day, I will feel free, and I will have my life back.  And  when I smile, it will be because I am happy, and not forced.  I dont want to fight anymore, I just want to feel, happy.  When you are young, you feel happy all the time, and I took that for granite. I look back, and the troubles I had then….I laugh at now.  I feel hidden in my body, like I walk around in a shell, never being able to be myself.  I want to sing. But I have no time. I want friends. But I have no time. I want to act. But I have no time. I want to help people. But I first have to help myself. Stay positive katrina, I have to say over and over, other wise, one day, I will fall, and I will not get back up.  My dream, I see it, I want it, yet it seems so far away, and unattainable. I see others reach it, but its so far away.  I just want my stage and my mic. Dont give up, dont give up. One day….one day…..dont give up Katrina, its jus the hurt that you hide. Dont give up, you are loved.

Add a comment July 21, 2007