How to be a wife?

Wow…So its been about a Year and a half since the last time I wrote on here……and that was a busy space filled with exciting things happening in my life….where to start…..Manuel….he is everything….If you refer back to a previous post… believe called “a sheep or a coin you  pick”…you will see that I was talking about a certain crush that I didnt think would go ANYWHERE???   well…it has….now fast foward to today…and Manuel and myself are engaged…getting married in July and Moving to a new place….crazy how that all happened….I guess I got over my self confidence issues and kissed him…and then it all happened.   He is my dream come true….Yes he can be a pain in the butt sometimes…but no one can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time…..OK OK OK cheesy stolen movie line….but I think it fits.  So now…I am planning this wedding….which can be a crazy thing….Weddings cost a crap load!  Both of our families are huge…its true….so a guest list of 380 would seem huuuuge to most people….to us…thats just are bridal party and our families.  Now about him….he is Portuguese, Italian and German….looks more german then anything else.  Blonde hair blue eyes…my little handsome man.  His smile is amazing…and my most favorite place in the world is in his arms..I couldnt feel more safe….oh and I love his family!  Awesome  I know…everyone…well almost everyone there are some I could stand to not be around….but the others are just amazing people.   And good genes too….they r are beautiful and very handsome….for example and dont think this is rude….his dad for his age….is a very handsome guy!  Manuel looks like a good mix between his Rents….me….just like my dad….seriously! I feel so blessed to feel love….to be loved….i am loved.   So in July when I walk the isle and I say my I do…..I will be a wife….how to be a wife?  I guess I will learn in time….WOO HOO!!!

P.S. did I mention VEGAS!!!  and Disneyland!!  honeymoon here we come!

1 comment March 1, 2010